too emotional

I am actually too emotional. I might look like I don't care what other people think or look like I'm too cool for others, but I really care and I'm not too cool for others. You know the feelings you get after listening to a song? Yeah, well it really affects me. I guess that's what songs are for. They can make you think back to all the memories and make you smile, cry or just get high. And well, most of the time I'll cry. Not that I do it in front of other people. And it'll stick with me for the whole day. The feelings I mean. That's way I usually do it at night. It seems that I have lots of memories. Most of them sad. I don't get it. Aren't you suppose to remember good times better than the bad ones?? Is there something wrong with me? Hmmm...