Not so interesting...

What am I going to do?? I did some research on the choir stuff and guess what I found? I found that we (PGS choir) sucks really bad! And I mean REALLY bad. We stick like shit! I'm not sure whether it's me or them. We should really get a proper teacher. What really pisses me off is about the rules for the competition. The seniors told me one thing and the internet tells me something else. Who am I to trust? And our choir members are not very dedicated to winning as I hoped they would be. What am I going to do? It's my last year. I'm freaking out so badly now.
Next about YQ, hmmm....what am I suppose to say? I knew something was wrong from the minute she said she wanted to go back after choir. At first I didn't know what happen, although I did have a good guess, but after reading her blog I totally know what went wrong. I would say it's not my fault but then I would be lying because the truth is, I can barely remember what I did at the choir meeting. I only remember walking in and walking out. What happened in the middle was a blur. She said that I shouted at her. I think I was shouting at everyone that time. That's why I couldn't remember doing anything bad to her. I was so tensed and annoyed at this one new member who wouldn't sing. For crying out loud you're in a choir!!! If you don't want to sing then get the heck out. So anyways, I'm really sorry to YQ if I hurt her feelings because I can barely handle myself now.
Which takes me to my other problem. What is up with ALL the homework?? Am I graduating college already?? It's like there is never enough time to do anything. I think I'm going crazy. !st with the choir and now with all the homework? I've given mt best at trying to finish it off by myself but I've found out that once you stop you won't want to go back and do it. You just feel like you deserve a break and slack off. And what is with that English teacher. Does she have too big saliva glands or something. And she thinks that she is the best when she's so obviously NOT!!
And about Jia Quan...well let's just say he won't be hanging on for too long. I know his type all too well. They say 1 thing to you and totally does another. He'll give up chasing me sooner or later. For me, I have some bigger tiger to hunt. Although I still can't decide whether to choose curly eyelash guy or motor guy. Motor guy seems kinda into me so things would be a little easier.
What else happened?? Hmmm...oh ya...my friends mother passed away. It's so sad!! Just hearing about makes you wanna cry. But of course it's better not to do so because she would get very upset. It just goes to show that the world is so unpredictable. We should do what we can now so that we know we've done it before we regret not doing it.