Hot, pretty or beautiful?

A lot of times I wonder what type of look do I have. I've asked a few of my friends and the answers are usually the same. Some thinks I'm hot but it's just because I usually wear really short skirts and shorts. Some thinks I'm pretty because I don't really look my age. Others think I'm cute because I have a weird personality. Hmmm......I can't say that I'm not any of those and my looks are just normal, because I'll admit that I do get a lot of attention but like any other teenage girl, I want to look attractive. If you think being pretty and being attractive is the same thing, well, you're wrong. Pretty is just above average. Yes you get attention but not from EVERYONE. But if you're attractive, you get more attention by mostly everyone. It means that people would think you're good looking even if you did the weirdest things. A lot of people act like a whole other person in front of people besides their friends. I'm not sure whether it's because they want to be mysterious or they just don't feel comfortable being themselves. It's called lack of confidence. But a person also can't have too much confidence or you'll seem like a snob. It has to be balance. Anyway, I don't really like people to call me cute though it's not a bad name but cute makes me feel too young or immature. People already think I look 3 years younger, I don't need them thinking I'm immature too. I really like being called hot though. Just so you know, hot means that you have a good figure and that means you're kinda sexy too. Who doesn't want to be called sexy?? Now, being attractive doesn't really mean you have to have good looks, it just means that you know how to catch peoples attention. But that, in the world of teenage slangs, means that you're hot and the opposite sex can't keep their eyes off of you. I wouldn't say that I'm not an attractive person it's just that I'm not THAT attractive. God, this blog is getting no where although it is good to finally tell the truth. I can't really say this to anyone because they would think that I'm trying too hard. But I think for now, I can just handle being different. In a good way of course. You know, being different IS sorta attractive. At least I think so. Weird huh?