I need a life...

Oh my god!! I can't believe I'm getting more and more crazier everyday! I so need a life. I totally wish that I could be Bella from Twilight and is being loved by Edward! How hard is it to find the perfect guy here anyway? It's like this place is full of guys but none of them hot or cute or at the very least, decent looking. I just want a hot guy that loves me to death, I won't even care if he is a vampire. See?? I DO need a life. It's not that I'm picky or anything, I just have high standards. I want someone that loves to hug and give me cuddles or nice warm and sweet kisses but no, all the guys here are either useless or brainless. Useless as in no good looks, not original, not talented and so on. Brainless as in stupid, too slow for their own good, and doesn't know that working out would probably be good for their skinny little arms. How can anyone live with this?? Guys at 16 should at least be 178cm tall, have toned arms and be really out going. But no, in this useless place all we have are chickens and pigs! I don't understand what any of the girls here see in these guys. Obviously their blind or they're all just as brainless. I can't blame myself for having such high standards. I tried dating this totally normal guy, no good looks and no brains, and all I can say is that I've tried my hardest but....not working. They're too many glitches in that boy. I just won't like anyone that are not up to my level. This is totally normal, of course. That is way whenever I read a good love story, I feel so bad for myself cause I won't get that type of guy in real life. I feel bad for the girls here too. They haven't seen the world yet. They don't know quality. I would know because I watch a lot of TV and have lots of fantasies about hot guys. This has got to change. That's why I'm training my brothers to be the perfect guys. Even though they're kinda brainless too but we'll leave that for the scientists. They will be fine gentlemen once they come to my age and I'll bet girls would be fighting for them. Another thing is that guys here are no gentlemen. They're so self-centered and don't care anything about how we girls feel. How hard is it to make sure that us girls are always comfortable. And I don't even mean those fancy stuff like opening the door for them( even though that's a good place to start). I mean the easy stuff like not saying rude words in front of us or just letting us go first or helping us when we need someone to help us buy tickets to a 18SG movie(By the way, thanks to that guy in the cinema for helping me get those tickets. You're the one exception to my complains about the guys here.). Someone has to change this horrible mess!! I'll try to do my best but I do need a lot of help!!