1.End of school....today's the last day of school...for this year that is. SCHOOL'S OUT!!! But of course, I didn't go to school today. I tempt to shy away from chores....I'm not sure what happened today, and I don't even think I want to know. It's probably same as usual. So, nothing too interesting. Hmmm....last long term holiday of my life!! And I can tell you now, it's gonna be hectic!!
5......Hmmm....what am I going to do about Tom?? I was wrong, I know now, because he did wish me happy birthday. Just a little late. I guess due to the time difference and all. I still want to use Eric on him. I'm just not sure how I'm going to. It's not really that easy. Timing is really important, and I'm not sure when's the right time. I'm not even sure if he'll think anything about it. I know I should just let him go already but, there's too much feeling....if you know what I mean.
2.Sometimes I feel like I fit better in a book. I've probably said many times now, but it's true. I always think of the best life I can get. And secretly, I always replay the scenes in my head and to say the lines to make it feel so real. But once I put the book down. It feels like I'm suddenly torn in half. Reality and fiction. And like I've said before, I prefer fiction. Life seems better in there. Maybe I should stop reading....naw!!
3.I can't stand unprofesional people!! I've called the stupid cinema a thousand times but still no one answers the damn phone!! What's the point then?? Urgh!! All I want to do was book some tickets so my friends and I could get a girls day out. Plus Symun, I guess. But no....cause no one would pick up the stupid phone!! Atleast post a notice on the net or something, GOD!! Why are people so inconsiderate!!
4.Am I going to waste my life like my aunts and uncles?? Doing something just for the money or interest?? Not knowing where I'll be in ten years...or 20..?? I'm already confused of my future, I don't need to be worried about it too. So many people influencing me all at once, how would I know what's best?? Life is too short to go through every choice and find out in the end that it was a mistake. Too short to go through mistake over mistake til you find the right path. What am I going to do??
5......Hmmm....what am I going to do about Tom?? I was wrong, I know now, because he did wish me happy birthday. Just a little late. I guess due to the time difference and all. I still want to use Eric on him. I'm just not sure how I'm going to. It's not really that easy. Timing is really important, and I'm not sure when's the right time. I'm not even sure if he'll think anything about it. I know I should just let him go already but, there's too much feeling....if you know what I mean.
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